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Down with Despair

by Mineral Hill

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1.
Yellow Bird 03:38
9. Yellow Bird (3:40) I saw Goody Proctor with the devil and the devil she was with, looked a lot like me Forest dancing in the buff, she got caught and things got rough The whirls, and swirls of lies, and zealotry I have been bewitched by your cold, cold wind The in-vi-sible nature of attraction strikes again Dancing in the graveyard with the devil was a start But now the spell is cast, yellow bird has got my heart Tituba made her drink a bloody mary And women folk had read, suspicious books Full of knowledge and such smut, a voodoo needle in the gut Words and thoughts, like sharpened button hooks The villagers downstairs started singing Betty bolts up-right, and starts to scream They were singing psalm 11 ‘bout that wicked god in heaven Ring around the rosy, death is but a dream The bloody preacher went and told John Proctor He wouldn’t hang if he’d betray his friends With that judgment on his head, John Proctor said, that god is dead With hempen rope John Proctor’s story ends
2.
I’m in a trailer in Vegas On a lengthy hiatus From the vagaries of humanity The inside ain’t spacious But outside is mesas As far as these old eyes can see I had everything a civilized man’s supposed to want The gimcracks and gewgaws, the trinkets and trappings and such I lived high on the hog, now it’s just me and my dog It was always a matter of time before I fucked it up Because crazy’s contagious In the bars and bodegas The widows, the grifters and me I’ll await what awaits us Let’s hope they forgave us In a trailer in Vegas I’ll be I got drunk in Burque Woke up bruised in Raton I sobered up in Taos But it really ain’t my kinda town I’m too small, for Dallas And don’t even mention Portales The depots and repos and trucks Bring me home again Momentum, and faith I lost on the road, somewhere Just a pinch of perdition, I lost all ambition And I honestly only half care
3.
My father rode motorcycles Back before he lost his legs Sometimes when I ride, I pretend, that’s he’s with me I put down the other foot pegs He wasn’t a very good husband But he was a pretty good dad Except that he wasn’t around much I sure love the time that we had We’d sit around the campfire and smoke his bad weed Play House of the Rising Sun Made me feel like I wasn’t, a throwaway kid It felt good to be my father’s son He played bass in bars, and he ice raced fast cars On the frozen lakes, of the north They said he’d go young, so he lived for fun He drove it, for all it was worth His granddad traveled, with a medicine show His father, prospected for gold Dad lived in school busses and bread trucks But he never got to get old He’d put snow in a tin cup, pour on Yukon Jack He loved drinking, beneath northern lights The nights that far north are so black He left, and never came back ‘til his body was broken, he’d lost both his vision and sight
4.
Magpie 05:18
I know, just where the sun lives In a pink house up in the sky On the way home from the station I heard her sing Sweet By and By She’s coming up over the mountain Dressed up in her Sunday best Silver buttons up and down her back And a real gone leopard vest Won’t you fly with me, Magpie I wanna see what the winter’s gonna bring Won’t you fly with me, Magpie Tomorrow’ll find you and me singing I know who the moon’s been keeping with That old girl gets around Many sad sorry lovers been seen with her Laying all their trouble down She’s coming up over the mountain Like a brand new dollar bill If the full moon, don’t get you The empty one will
5.
Pigsty 02:46
Instrumental
6.
Pig Boat 04:45
The preacher and the banker, gonna break black bread I need trepanation like a hole in the head Like a shotgun blast through an old screen door The heaven of the rich, is hell on the poor Like a wind-up monkey, been beat black and blue Or a scared man’s mouth full of coroner’s glue Never give a dollar to a raconteur The heaven of the rich, is hell on the poor Up to the neck, we getting buried alive Cancer and religion gotta grow to survive Spread my ashes at the liquor store Rich folks’ heaven is hell on the poor Somebody left a baby in the chicken yard Guns let us throw rocks real hard Fighting and a dying in somebody’s war The heaven of the rich, is hell on the poor Pig boat pilot is an old blind drunk Papa made a low golden throne out of junk A dollar on the dresser and a .44 The heaven of the rich, is hell on the poor
7.
You can’t love your god and still love me You can’t let a little bit of sunshine be Can’t love your god and still love me Can’t let a little sunshine be The ones you cast out are the best ones I’ll sit here in the dust outside the gates With your savage daughters and your fallen sons I’ll congregate with all the ones you hate I guess, this song is a love song For everybody, you say your god scorns For those don’t look right, or those who love wrong You can keep your goddamn crown of thorns He who chooses, uses, reduces, confuses, causes bruises She who chooses, loses, reproduces to feed institutions He who introduces effuses, enthuses, and seduces Jesus’ excuses, systemic abuses, then vamooses
8.
Sexy Volcano 03:55
You make me laugh ‘til I cry like Llorona You got a smile More contagious than corona They smile at us ‘cuz it’s something that they know I change your climate Like a sexy volcano          Like a sexy volcano Like a sexy volcano Smooth and strong Like sedimentary clay You giggle and wiggle Like a little earthquake Tectonic shifts As the pressure it grows I heat your crust With my pyroclastic flows Like a sexy volcano Like a sexy volcano Like a sexy volcano Like a sexy volcano
9.
Lucinda 03:34
I saw Lucinda Williams In a parking lot at South by Southwest She smiled and said what’s up, she called me Johnny jump-up In her ostrich boots and leopard print vest Actually, that’s not how it happened Truth is, it didn’t work like that at all It might of happened to my friend Bronson, or my good ol’ uncle Don But cool stuff never happens to me at all Neat, random crap Weird stuff, like that Gets on your map A needle is the whole haystack For a simple man like me With 38 years of non-sobriety I love all seven sins Sometimes it’s hard to fit them all in Some people say I drink to drown my sorrows But now the sons-of-guns have learned how to swim I shot my memory full of holes, and sunk tomorrows The holes are where the light gets in Unfortunately, that’s not how it happens Truth is, it doesn’t work like that at all It might have happened for my friend Kerouac, or my good old Hemingway But being a good drunk never happened to me at all I saw Lucinda Williams We were playing Borracho’s and folks were singing along She was sitting way back in the back, she was dressed in faded black She come up to me, said kid I like your song Even though, that’s not how it happened Truth is, it didn’t happen to me at all My little fantasy, story, fabrication, auditory visual hallucination Makes me happy, and that’s all
10.
Gumption 04:10
The train pulled up to the station Or maybe the station pulled up to me No looking back, at bric-a-brac, no money back ‘cause crooked track is all we’ll see Sneaking cigarettes in the vestry Playing dodgeball with nuns Call it rust or rosary, life’s a string of shiny beads Ready or not, here it comes Can we muster the gumption When we’re sad like a monkey in the rain Sit and listen to the dripping springs Inside your brain Sitting on the floor of my kitchen A tête-à-tête with my life A Frigidaire’s not what it seems, a crisper full of wilted dreams Such is life My love is in her garden, come sunshine or rain Life is shit and sassafras, Some jewels are made of broken glass It’s all the same The old men sit together, watch the birds Sometimes there is no need for words They say when they were young they flew alone Finally found their way back home Their beards are full of feathers, their face made of green glass The sun shines through, makes them brand new
11.
Smokey Bones 04:30
Smokey Bones, Smokey Bones, what do you need Built a life around fishing & smoking weed In for a quarter, in for a pound Smoke that reefer, just lay around Hey there Smokey Bones, what do you say What I do, I’ll do all day I’ll lay here waiting til my ship comes in While we wait, let’s hit it again I love you, Smokey Bones I love you, Smokey Bones Smokey Bones, Smokey Bones what’s that sound That’s just my bones, laying around Smokey Bones, Smokey Bones, big old yawn Smoke that dope, like it’s almost gone Promises are easy, promises are free Just lie back, and eat all the peaches from the tree Don’t worry ‘bout nothing let it all slide Other people fret, I’m just along for the ride Smokey Bones, Smokey Bones, what’s that sound there That’s just the creaking, of my rocking chair I could get a job, but there ain’t no need Built a life around fishing and smoking weed
12.
The other day I was hiking, on the mesa with my pal Looking through binoculars for fun When I saw something far away, but it looked close Because of the binoculars I thought it was a cow, a big brown cow Laying down and taking a nap But when I focused better, I looked and I could see It wasn’t really what I thought it was It was not a cow It was a cow-shaped rock It was not a cow It was a cow-shaped rock But there’s more to the story, it gets better still Hold on to your hatty hat hat hat Out there on the mesa, I saw something more Something special, I swear that it’s true To the left of the first thing, I saw another thing I was pretty sure it was a great big bull It was black and muscley, I almost saw the horns Until I focused in and then I saw It was not a cow It was a cow-shaped rock It was not a cow It was a cow-shaped rock In the hot sunshine, the cow-shaped rocks are there In the clear desert night, the cow-shaped rocks are there When the snow is piled deep, the cow-shaped rocks are there While we all live and die, and live and die, and live and die The cow-shaped rocks are there It was not 2 cows It was a cow-shaped rock It was not 2 cows It was a cow-shaped rock
13.
Come Undone 03:48
I’m a smarty pants, an asthmatic Radically uncharismatic Sitting in an airport lounge With a cross-eyed nun I’m feeling high, so I’m laying low Ma, they done killed old Rando Things come together, then they always, come undone The ad says, “for sale: false hope” And since she’s a human, gyroscope She takes the high road, does a hit and run Happy is, as happy does Purgatory’s all abuzz We come together, then we always, come undone Life lives us, ‘til we’re dead, I got bed bugs in my head I learned a thing from my friend Jane She said never pass gas again, on an airplane But you can build the plane up in the sky The cross-eyed nun, looked me in the eye I think she did anyway, it was kind of hard to tell She said ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny And I said, well duh
14.
We’ve set our course, we make arrangements We’ve got our maps, the road is smooth And then one day, there’s no more pavement Our lives become a bitter truth  In Truth or Consequences We build, again, on the shifting sands Mended hearts, and broken fences That little town, on the Rio Grande The world is fine, I hate to leave it A life’s remains, on thrift shop shelves Give me a cool, glass of water To soothe, the pains, we cause ourselves

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Down with Despair was recorded, mixed and mastered by Dave McRae at Third Eye Studios, Tijeras, NM. Produced by Mineral Hill and Dave McRae

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released June 2, 2023

All songs written by Jonathan Mack, arranged by Mineral Hill.
Jonathan Mack, guitar, banjo, lead vocal
John Funkhouser, keyboard, bass, background vocal, melodica
Lauren Addario, drums, background vocal

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Mineral Hill Albuquerque, New Mexico

Mineral Hill was formed in 2017 in Albuquerque to bring light to a dark world in the form of salty Americana. Lauren Addario on drums, Jonathan Mack on guitar, mandolin, banjo, vocals, and bass pedals, John Funkhouser on keyboard, and melodica. Oh, and we all play the kazoo! ... more

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